Dec 18, 2012

两部比较“超乎社会伦理”的电影

最近都一直窝在家里,没有出門
搞得我现在快要病了...
看了好多的电影,
但现在我要写的是其中我觉得值得一看的电影
这两部电影都是现今社会上不允许/不常见的情节--恋子情节

在还没介绍这两部电影前,让我来解释一下什么是恋子
恋母情结这个常常听到吧,几乎每个男孩多少都会有恋母倾向
比如:弟弟/妹妹出生了,妒忌妈妈对弟弟/妹妹比较好
这就是恋母倾向,至于恋子呢?
没错,恋子刚好和恋母相反

根据百度上的解释:

恋子情结并没有科学而标准的界定。
  恋子情结是由于母亲在自己的老公那里没有得到她所需要的关注和爱护时,将这种需求转移到了自己的儿子身上的一种心理和行为,而这种需求在儿子结婚之后尤为严重。因为儿子没结婚之前,她完全掌控着儿子,一旦结婚,儿子就被别的女人“抢”走了。
  构成恋子情结的必须要素就是时时刻刻地需要儿子照顾,或者每时每刻都要照顾儿子,甚至在成年的儿子面前不避讳性问题。

我想这下大家都明白什么是恋子情节了吧,呵呵
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第一部,Loverboy 2005
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0388213/

A neglected daughter becomes a possessive mother in an emotional journey into the heart and mind of a woman who loved too much.

Loverboy,这部结尾非常感人
为了不然儿子离开她的身边,
她不让儿子接触外面的世界,不让儿子上学等等
后来因为法律问题,最终被逼送儿子到学校去接受教育。
儿子放学后告诉母亲学校的女性老师对他有多好,有多照顾他
然后妈妈就开始对那位老师产生妒忌,
接下来每一天都提早到学校接儿子,说儿子和医生有了appointment
借口的把儿子接回家,为的就是不让儿子和女老师有比她更多的接触。
我所写的只是电影中的冰山一角,还有更多的故事,请自己下载。

这部所说的都是母爱,另一部就不同了。

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第二部,Womb 2010
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1216520/

A woman's consuming love forces her to bear the clone of her dead beloved. From his infancy to manhood, she faces the unavoidable complexities of her controversial decision.


这部电影就不同了,这部电影是关于。。。
非常混乱的情节= =
说母爱又不对,说是爱情又不对,说恋童又不正确
总之是非常复杂的关系。

Rebecca(女主角)和Thomas(男主角)是小时候的玩伴
10岁那年,Rebecca离开了Thomas,和家人移民到日本,
12年后,Rebecca回来找Thomas,他们两人就成为了情侣。
成为情侣的第二天,Thomas就出车祸伤亡了。

Rebecca非常伤心,所以决定用Thomas的基因
依靠医学的发达制作一位长得和Thomas一模一样的复制人,
并且靠自己生下小Thomas。
我会说关系复杂是因为Thomas是她的老公/情人,
小Thomas拥有和Thomas一样的基因,一样的脸孔
那么Thomas到底是Rebecca的儿子,还是情人?
理论上来说小Thomas的爸爸就是自己。
关系非常复杂。


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这两部的结尾大有不同,
Loverboy的结尾是母亲选择离开(自杀)
Womb的结尾是儿子知道真相后离开。

看完两部后,我的感想就是,
爱一个人,千万不要伤害他!
不要占有他!

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完!




Dec 14, 2012

短短的1个星期

上个星期四,
我嫁去台湾的阿姨和姨丈还有4和他们的4位朋友过来马拉西亚旅游,
导游这个重任当然是落在我们这一家的身上,
因为之前我们过去台湾的时候,都是她们在招待我们,
这就是所谓的礼尚往来吧,哈哈。

她们虽然都一把年纪了,但是还是那么的生气勃勃,
像小孩子一样,都不会累=3=
而且每天都很早起床!!!
还有还有,超级厉害喝酒的....
不是啤酒喔,是高粱,烈酒,色酒!!
都是alcohol很高的那种,还好我没被她们灌醉,呵呵

话不多写了,有点懒惰,上图最实际。
我和阿姨

全体,在QB

家人

家人在泰国庙

呵呵,不要问我名字!我没有去记!


Batu Ferringhi 海边


我一个人很难记得那么多人的名字,所以叫阿姨就好了
哈哈
和她们相处的时间虽然只有短短的4/5天(扣去我到KL考试)
但是建立起了感情,
昨天离别的时候,差点掉泪了。。。
我注意到当我忍着眼泪时,原来我妈早就哭得满脸都是了
我想我会那么感性也许是遗传到我妈妈,呵呵
在机场时还有拍了最后一次的全体照,
但是在她们的相机,只好等她们在facebook上加我后再跟她们要
哈哈

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说回考试,呵呵
不用多说,我很确定100%及格了,根本不用去操心 =)
不过下个sem就会很压力了,
要努力了,目标是3.8!!加油!!

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星期一,考完试后就奔回家了(父母要求的)
还好有WZ帮我开车,不然我想我应该会开到睡着吧
哈哈
回到家后,在信箱看见这个notice

























12月8号(星期六)
什么!!这个时候我刚好在洗澡,难怪我没听到有人hon的声音=3=
然后就拨电给DHL,吩咐他们明天早上再送我的电脑来,呵呵

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星期二,早上9点50多分
我家的iMac终于到了,呵呵


















































非常满意,哈哈
这真的要谢谢我粑粑了 =)

Configuration
  • 2.9GHz Quad-Core Intel Core i5
  • 8GB 1600MHz DDR3 SDRAM-2X4GB
  • 1TB Fusion Drive
  • NVIDIAGeFrc GT 650M 512M GDDR5
  • MAGIC TRACKPAD
  • Apple WL Kybd+User's Guide-ZP
  • COUNTRY KIT-ZP

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一个月的假期就在我的眼前
我还没计划好这个假期到底要干些什么,
原本说要和姐姐到泰国过圣诞的
但是听她说他们是去潜水,呵呵
认识我的人都知道我不玩水的,
所以我就拒绝了
这个假期除了回学校帮忙pn.khor
我真的还没有任何的plan....
要不就在家当废材,一个看戏的废材=3=

在此停笔,去和Bluesy玩玩 :)

Nov 29, 2012

Jason v.s. Evan

Jason? Evan?
別懷疑,兩個都是我的nickname....
為甚麼要有兩個nickname呢?
好吧,這篇post我就寫一寫Jason 和 Evan 之間的故事...

2006年那一年,我上了Form 1, 進了第三班
小時候的成績非常的差,因為好玩的關係
雖然現在也不會好到那裡去,但是至少努力了很多!!
新學校,新環境,當然,也認識了很多的新同學...
我混得還不錯,很快的就和大家打成一片...
然後你也知道的啦...
Form 1,什麼壓力都沒有...
回家就是打遊戲,因為當時我們一群男生的話題,除了遊戲,還是遊戲..
呵呵, 如果不玩遊戲,就好像沒有什麼話題和他們聊似的...
所以Form 2 那年,我降了一班 =3=
說回遊戲,
我記得當時我玩的有GunBound, Rakon ,Maple ,O2Jam, GunZ, Perfect World  (忘記名怎樣寫了)
大概就是這些...有些應該沒有什麼映像了...
你也知道嘛,無論什麼遊戲都好,
角色一定要有名稱...
我也不知道為甚麼我會選擇Jason這個名了...
應該是因為Jason這個名很常聽見,所以就用了這個名字...
然後就一直用到Evan出現的那一年, 2009

2009年...我上了Form 4 (ps.這時成績也是超差的XDD)
這時,我已經把興趣轉向另外一個方向------Movie
好吧,不懂從什麼時候開始,
我厭倦了模擬角色....
我減少了玩遊戲的次數 (當時玩著facebook的 Restaurant City)
有玩,也就只是玩單機遊戲如 Devil May Cry, Left 4 Dead, MineCraft ...
就沒有像以前那麼的沉迷了...哈哈
但是!!我卻把多餘的時間來看電影...
當時只喜歡看科幻片,動作片...
後來, 有位同班同學介紹我一部叫 Saw血腥片...
然後有一陣子迷上了Saw系列....
我最討厭的就是鬼戲了=3=
我不是怕,我只是很討厭那種嚇人的手法,而且又不make any sense的!!
還是血腥片好點....哈哈
然後因為發生了一些事情, 想要把自己的名字換一換
有這個想法的當時,我正在看著一部叫 August Rush的戲...
然後他的男主角的名字叫做Evan....
在沒有三思而後行的情況下,在Facebook改了自己的名...
哈哈, 尼瑪阿!! 現在改不回了 =3=
就這樣,我從Jason變成了Evan... ....

現在呢,兩個名我都還在用...
但是還是比較習慣用Jason...有些習慣真的改不了了...哈哈
Facebook/Instagram上我是 Evan
Twitter/Google+上我是Jason
當然,我的G-mail/Hotmail都是jason.....
所以說,Jason/Evan 都是同一個人...
是我 =)

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讀了Maya最新的post...
我感受到了一位母親失去自己的孩子的憤怒...
某人和Maya在Twitter上的對白:

某人: I believe Ronan at the better place now. R.I.P.
Maya: Screw YOU! No other places is better than Ronan can stay together with his own family!

從這個對白看來,
某人只是想要安慰Maya,但是卻沒有站在Maya的立場想想...
失去自己的骨肉比失去任何一個東西來得更痛...
愛惜自己的家人吧 :)
什麼都可以等待,唯有孝順不能等!


圖片來自: http://rockstarronan.com/2012/11/25/turkey-tears-and-a-little-apple-pie-too/


Nov 23, 2012

3 weeks

已經有3個星期沒有更新這裡了...
第一是太忙了,
第二是因為我自己為我自己開了一個私人的新blog了...(Don't ask me the site!)
原本的這個blog我還是會繼續更新的...
只是沒有以前那麼常寫...

這個3個星期裡,發生了很多事情,
首先,我會先說一說這個星期我到底有多忙碌!!

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20/11/2012(Tuesday)
Moral Test + Sketch + Presentation
首先我要說Test!!
不用說,大家都在作弊,我也不例外...hmhm
過後就是Sketch + Presentation...
我覺得我們做得很不錯,唯一的缺點就是sound effect太大聲了
然後隔壁的老師過來叫我們小聲點...
對了,還有就是電腦出現了一些問題...
Delay了我們大約25分鐘,而且嚴重影響我們的mood!!
話不多說,直接上我們的Sketch給大家看看!!
這是我的組別...





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22/11/2012(Thursday)

Oral Communication Test + Presentation
這個我的稿寫得比較短,所以present起來還蠻快+容易的...
Test 也是很多人在作弊....當然,也跟我脫不了關係...哈哈
拍了一張全體照,但是不在我這裡,有了之後再補上來吧 :)

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接下來說的是玩樂時光

13/11/2012(Tuesday)

CY & HW下來KL找我們 :-)
然後帶他們到Pavilion走(又是pavilion ==)
話不多說,直接上圖啦!!
Dinner at Kim Gary, this noodles is damn spicy!! 

Tiffany & Me

CY& Me

Happy Deepavali!! LOL

Yes!! X'mas is just around the corner!!! (Final too ==)

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10/11/2012(Saturday)
早上到UTAR PJ Campus去上talk...(這個沒有什麼好說的)
然後5點多下課後,和KH, CK他們去打golf...
平身第一次玩Golf就是這一天啦...
雖然說我玩得不是很好....但是我覺得這個真的是不錯的消遣 :)


打完Golf後,我們到Wings去吃晚餐...



這間餐廳的環境真的很不錯,我還蠻喜歡的 :)

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08/11/2012 (Thursday)
早上早早起來,還是blur blur的狀態下...
不小心kiss到桌子...
TMD...真的很痛啊!!!!

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22/11/2012(Thursday)

剛剛和ZC, WZ, XW到 One U去看戲...
真的太form了!!
第一次開車出KL到PJ去...LOL
看的這一部真的不錯!!
Pitch Perfect

真心喜歡裡面的mushup :)
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給我Emo一下!!
1)If you want me to respect you, you have to respect me first.
2)Hei, I'm not stupid! and so you are marked!!
3)Ask before you take! I'm not invisible!
4)Don't be so selfish! Damn YOU!
5)I don't speak because I'm tired to answer your dumb questions!

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用了iPad 的 iMovie做了一個短片送給在天堂的Ronan
雖然Ronan跟我根本一點關係都沒有... 
但是卻讓我想起一個人....
還有就是Ronan的母親Maya所寫的blog真的太感人了...
每一次一有更新,我就會注意..
Ronan走了大約快要2年了...
但是對Maya來說,Ronan永遠都活在自己和大家的心中...
每做一件事,每去一個地方,每聽一首歌,每一個和Ronan過的時光...
永永遠遠都記在Maya的心中...
怎樣都不會被遺忘的回憶...
真是令人感動+尊敬的母親!!當然,所有母親都是一樣的 :-)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hor9u3wKXyU&feature=g-upl

這是我做給Ronan的短片,Ronan Thompson R.I.P.
我相信所有在天堂的人們都在快樂的生活著...
所以我們也不可以輸給他們 :)

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最後,祝大家感恩節快樂 Happy Thanksgiving !!
晚安...



Oct 31, 2012

Lets say Hi to November ;)

今天是十月的最後一天...
也就是萬聖節...
馬來西亞的萬聖節真的超無聊的...
有位網友告訴我美國的萬聖節有多隆重到多隆重
真希望有一天可以親自到那裡感受一下....

我很久沒有更新這裡了...
因為有點忙...呵呵
上個禮拜天,Penang的老朋友因為Big Bang....到了KL玩
然後我就去找他們 ;)
說真的,從wangsa坐LRT到Kelana Jaya竟然花了我45分鐘的時間==
到Sumway Pyramid 找朋友,然後帶他們去Pavilion ...
This BMW damn NICE!


Outside Pavilon

:o

DC shop, Batman!!!

在Pavilion 買了Halloween Special 的Sticky ;)



























很特別的圖案吧 ;)

然後Vin call她的朋友來載我們...
這個朋友....from1 的時候讀跟我堂要的學校...
但是我已經忘記他了 ==
上車後,他竟然還記得我是谁!!!
夠力!!!我都沒有印象了,但是他還記得我....真的是丟臉對到家了==
我一直很努力的想很努力的想,但是....到現在還是一樣沒有印象






























左邊那位是Aaron Ong(我忘記他是谁的那位)
中間的是Jerry(form 2跟他同班一年,到現在還是buddy)
過後我們又回到PJ的wong kok喝茶聊天 =)
1一點多才回到家...呵呵
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昨天,impromptu speech過了...
我抽到的題目是 If you can be a animal, what animal you will be?
我選擇成為一隻Husky...
為甚麼呢?因為....我覺得我家的Bluesy很cool!!!
而且我還蠻了解的Husky的(雖然是這樣說,但是我臨時還是用iPad找了一些關於Husky的資料)
說得有點馬虎,又點慌張,但是我對自己有信心!!
然後,昨天,一時興起...直接上網買了巴士票,然後回penang...
因為我接下來到星期日都沒有課了...哈哈
很突然+沖動就這樣的回到Penang了...

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說真的,我真的回不對時間了...
因為我姊姊+媽媽明天就要飛去韓國了...
我又要home alone料==
每次都是這樣的...
習慣就好...

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爸爸好像答應我買iMac 2012給我了
好開心啊 =)





































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終於用心聽完Taylor Swift最新專輯RED裡的所有歌了!!!
真的超好聽的!!
22 & stay stay stay 一開始聽沒有那麼好聽
但是現在我愛上了...
還有everything has changed也是很不錯!!!
當然Begin Again, I knew you in trouble 也是很好聽拉 ;)
等CD專輯一到馬來西亞....
我一定要買!!
因為裡面還有Guitar Pick...
而且很美一下的 -','-




Oct 21, 2012

An Apologize

This is an apologize post.

I'm so sorry about that Summer.
We really have a very great time together.
That's the best Summer I'll never forget it and I think I'll never had that moment again.
We spend all the time play together, chit-chat, sms and so on.
We did something stupid, we laugh, we study together, we marching under the big sun and we loved.
But, I was too young to know how to love.
All I know is I have to stop this relationship.
It's hurting me and my F&F.
You never know how guilty I felt every moment spending with you.
At the end, I leaved.

I have been searching for years and years to get the answer & reasons.
Now, I know the decision I made on that Summer is a correct decision.
And I never regret it. 
I'm not your Prince or Mr.Prefect/Right.
I'm not suitable for you. 

I'm really really sorry.
You might not forgive me, but I wish you can accept this apologize.
We will never ever getting back together, It's for you.

Lastly, Good Luck to You.

My Dear Old Friend.


Oct 20, 2012

Degree Y1S2

这个sem....
真的不是開玩笑的!!!
糟透了!!!

1)我的車沒有得到ballot....
意思就是說,我有很大的可能性要坐巴士上學,如果我得不到2nd ballot!!

2)課程真的過得很趕,說真的...
short sem也是不容易過得阿!!!

雖然說這個sem我只有2科,但是也夠負擔了!!

第一科,Moral
一個assignment,一個test,一個presentation,一個final
assignment+test+presentation全部幾乎在同一個星期裡(week 4)

第二科,Oral Communication
3個speech!!
夠力到!!我到現在都還沒有選好題目 =(
而且speech也是差不多跟moral的presentation同一個星期==
這次真的夠力了!!

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開始慢慢習慣回這裡的生活了 =)
最近KL這裡一直下雨,天氣很冷!!!
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最近過得很平靜,沒有什麼事情發生...
看的電影沒有什麼特別說的,
不過有一部真的可以介紹 =)

Red Like the Sky 2006
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0450121/
這是一部來自Italy的作品
大綱是說一位瞎子如何習慣和接受自己已經瞎的事實
和如何用行動來表達自己的語言!!
結尾很感動!!

還有一部,不知道我之前介紹過了嗎,哈哈
因為這一部也是令我哭得自己都覺得很恐怖的戲
Changeling 2008
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0824747/
這是一部關於母親尋找失蹤孩子的戲
也是很值得看的!!
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Touch Season 2快要開播了!!!
10月26號!!!
期待這一個season又有什麼奇怪的事情發生....哈哈
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在此歇筆
晚安.

Oct 13, 2012

Ronan's Story

Yesterday I posted a article name "Holidays Ended"
In that Article I mentioned the new song of Taylor Swift - RONAN
Today morning, I received an e-mail ...
Someone asked me to write more about Ronan who diagnosed with "stage 4" neuroblastoma at 12th August 2010. and passed away at 9 May 2011.

OK....here is the Story of Ronan ...

Ronan Sean Thompson



















Ronan Sean Thompson was born May 12, 2007. He was the little brother to darling twin boys, Liam and Quinn. From the moment Ronan was born, we knew that he was the missing piece to our family puzzle. He completed us. We were amazed and in awe of this spicy little spirit who took over our world. We spent the next 3 years in total bliss, and were so thankful for this little guy who constantly made us laugh and love harder than we had ever done before. Every single day with Ronan was a blessing. 

Our perfect family changed in August of 2010, during our annual trip to my parents' house in Washington State. It was a trip that we had been taking since the birth of Liam and Quinn, and we always took a family photo on this trip. Every year, we used this photo as our Christmas card. That August, while the boys were posing in my parents' cornfield, happy as can be, I noticed that Ronan's eye looked a little "off" or "lazy." When I mentioned it to other family members, they all said they hadn't noticed.
The following day, Liam, Quinn, Ronan and I returned home to Phoenix, and Daddy greeted us. He noticed Ronan's eye almost immediately. That's when I knew I should schedule an appointment with Ronan's pediatrician.

Ronan's great pediatrician, Dr. Lindsey Campbell, referred us to an ophthalmologist who dismissed my concerns and intuition. She did not believe there was anything wrong with my baby. But I did. Not long after our meeting started, I walked out of the appointment, and frantically started calling other doctors who might be available to see Ronan on short notice. Dr. Brendan Cassidy agreed to see Ronan the next day. At first glance at Ronan's eye, which was now bulging out of the socket, Dr. Cassidy immediately knew something was seriously wrong. Dr. Cassidy sent us directly to Phoenix Children's Hospital for an MRI. The MRI showed a small mass above the left orbit of Ronan's eye. The following day, Ronan had a CT scan done, and they found a mass in Ronan's abdomen.

It was on this day, the 12th day of August, 2010, that Ronan, my son, my baby, my love, was diagnosed with Stage IV Neuroblastoma.

Ronan's orbital tumor was successfully removed at Phoenix Children's Hospital on August 13, 2010, where he also received 5 rounds cycles of chemo. The tumor in his abdomen was almost completely removed by surgeons at Sloan-Kettering in New York City. Ronan responded well to the first 5 rounds of chemo, and it was only after the MIBG scan after Round 5, that we decided to forgo the standard COG protocol, the standard treatment for neuroblastoma. We moved Ronan to Sloan Kettering to continue treatment under the care of Dr. Kushner. We did this because Ronan's scans were much improved, but he still had a lot of MIBG activity. We felt Sloan Kettering was where we needed to be. Ronan underwent radiation and ICE at Sloan. A few weeks later, Ronan's disease took a turn for the worse. His body did not respond to the chemo, and his disease rapidly progressed. We returned to Phoenix with heavy hearts, but refused to give up.

We took Ronan to meet with Dr. Mosse at CHOP in Philadelphia. It was at CHOP that we were told that Ronan could not undergo MIBG therapy. We were told to take Ronan home, and enjoy the rest of the time we had with him.

We searched frantically for something, anything else that would help our baby. We were told to contact Dr. Giselle Sholler and she agreed to accept Ronan in her Nifurtimox trial. But Ronan's little body gave out before we could get to San Diego for the treatment.

Ronan's battle with Neuroblastoma ended on May 9, 2011, but his fight will go on. Ronan continues to inspire us in the way he lived his life full of passion, strength, and courage. He will live forever in our hearts and minds as the most beautiful little boy to ever have touched the earth. We, as a family, are determined to carry on his name, and find a cure for this horrible disease.


Written by Maya Thompson (Ronan's Mother)
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Ronan & his Mom
The Ronan Thompson Foundation is a non-profit 501(c)3 organization dedicated to finding a cure for neuroblastoma, a form of childhood cancer. We are currently fundraising to create a world-class neuroblastoma research and care center dedicated to funding both traditional and non-traditional treatments to reduce the number of children affected by this disease and increase survival rates.


Rationale


Pediatric cancer is the number one disease killer of children. Neuroblastoma is the fifth most common cancer in children, and tragically, less than half of these patients are cured. Neuroblastoma is the deadliest form of pediatric cancer. The Ronan Thompson Foundation believes that this fact is not acceptable. Children deserve betters odds and better outcomes. Children deserve a chance to live. They deserve to have the chance to grow up - something that so many of us take for granted.

Guiding Principles


The mission of The Ronan Thompson Foundation is to cure children with neuroblastoma. The Foundation raises funds for research that will find new and innovative ways to treat neuroblastoma, and ultimately, find a cure for this disease. The Foundation is also committed to raising awareness and providing education. With awareness comes funding, with funding comes answers, with answers, come a cure.


Personal Mission


The Thompson family lost Ronan Sean Thompson, the love of all their lives, to this disease. Ronan lived life with courage, laughter and love. He fought neuroblastoma with everything he had. Ronan's mama, Maya, made Ronan a promise. She promised Ronan that she would fight until people start listening, until survival rates improve, and until a cure is found. This is not an easy feat, and we need your help. Ronan did not deserve to die. No child does. In this day and age, the lack of awareness and funding for pediatric cancer is unacceptable.
Every child deserves a chance. Every child deserves to grow up. Every child deserves to live a long and beautiful life. Cancer robbed Ronan. We will be a voice for Ronan, a voice for every single child who is fighting this battle.
Thank you for your love and support. Thank you for believing that a love this strong will change the face of this disease. Thank you for wanting to be a part of our mission.

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Ronan by Taylor Swift Lyrics


I remember your bare feet

Down the hallway
I remember your little laugh
Race cars on the kitchen floor
Plastic dinosaurs
I love you to the moon and back

I remember your blue eyes
Looking into mine
Like we had our own secret club
I remember your dancing before bedtime
Then jumping on me waking me up

I can still feel you hold my hand
Little man
And even in the moment I knew
You fought it hard like an army guard
Remember I, leaned in and whispered to you

Come on baby with me
We're gonna fly away from here
You were my best four years

I remember the drive home
When the blind hope
Turned to crying and screaming why
Flowers pile up in the worst way
No one knows what to say
About a beautiful boy who died
And its about to be halloween
You could be anything
You wanted if you were still here

I remember the last day
When I kissed your face
And I whispered in your ear

Come on baby with me
We're gonna fly away from here
Out of this curtained room
And this hospital grey will just disappear

Come on baby with me
We're gonna fly away from here
You were my best four years

What if I'm standing in your closet
Trying to talk to you?
And what if I kept your hand-me-downs
You won't grow in to?
And what if I really thought some miracle
Would see us through?
And what if the miracle was even getting
One moment with you?

Come on baby with me
We're gonna fly away from here

Come on baby with me
We're gonna fly away from here
You were my best four years

I remember you bare feet
Down the hallway
I love you to the moon and
Back...
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Taylor’s song was based on the blog postings of Maya Thompson, 33, who began writing in August 2010 when little Ronan was diagnosed with neuroblastoma. The lyrics are completely from Maya’s blog entries, written during the nine months that Ronan fought the illness before passing away in May 2011, just three days before his fourth birthday. 

Maya wrote about the experience with Taylor on her blog, Rockstar Ronan: “‘My calmness soon turned to complete and utter frozen shock when these words came out of her mouth. ‘I wrote a song for Ronan.’ ‘The tears started pouring down my cheeks as soon as I heard her say those words. But her words didn’t stop there. Not only did she write a song for you, but she wanted to know if it would be alright to perform it on the nationally televised show.”

Maya didn’t get to hear Taylor’s song until the world heard it, live on television. In her blog, she wrote, “It was pretty emotional,” adding that hearing her own words come to life was “kind of like reliving it again, but it’s something I’ll probably always relive.”

“Ronan” shot to number one on iTunes after Taylor performed. All proceeds from the song are going to cancer-related charities.

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Resources:
http://www.theronanthompsonfoundation.com/
http://hollywoodlife.com/2012/09/11/taylor-swift-cancer-song-ronan-thompson-blog-lyrics-rockstar-ronan/